Inconsistency...

Uh, At first I was kinda excited to start to write about this, turned out that I can't even succeed to start a few paragraph. Pfft.

Jadi, yah ini soal gimana saya dan ketidak konsistensi saya dalam apapun. 

Dalam mengejar passion, dalam belajar, dalam berhobi sekalipun.

there's a thing about consistency that need a perfect care. a perfect motivation to make it flamed all the time. and to be exact, that so-called-sparks really hard to find.

Mungkin karena kamu ini bergolongan darah B, mungkin karena kamu right-brainer, mungkin karena kamu seorang kinestetik. Terlalu banyak mungkin yang dapat dijadikan alasan, tapi mungkin jawaban paling tepat adalah kamu mungkin seorang pemalas. Enough with reasons and just cut the crap out! 

Admit it, you've been enslaved by yourself. Your so-called-magerity (read : Mager) . Your own indolent insecurities. 

I admit it, yes. I'm a sloth. 

I've been thinking and thinking, trying to find a way to lit my flame. From waking up early (I mean real early, I always succeed to sleep again after my morning prayer till 10 o'clock in the morning or maybe worse, 12) and list the chores and scheduling thing i want to do. But most of it end up just, it. Ignored. At the end, as most of human do, I'm gonna regret the time I wasted and promise myself to do better for tomorrow. And the cycles goes on, and on, on, and on. Pfft.

I have my theory actually. That the reason why most of your plan ain't work well, most of the things you want to do left undid is because you just spare more time to think, to think about this, about that, the thing itself and the future. But the key to make a successful routines is don't think, just act! 

That's it!

Maybe its the answer to our prayer. :p

Don't ever wasted your time to think about something for more than 2 minutes, if it does, you gonna realize most of your time is wasted for something it ain't deserves! The idea of living is to live the present, not the past nor the future! So stop try to think about "Uh, how, what i'm gonna do for a month" maybe what you just need is to do IT right now! 

Shit, I'm getting excited. 

"njalani dulu, dan kau akan tahu (just do it first, and then you'll know) " - a quote I got from Negeri 5 Menara the movie. (I don't know if it's the exact word or not, at least, i recalling it that way)

Yes, let's try it, peeps. At least, I will. I've bored with my own slothful attitude. -,-

Cheers,