Commitment

I suddenly have this kind of thinking, and decided to commit to it.

"I will not try to fulfill my wants if I can't fulfill other needs first."

I come to this thinking and conclusion based to what happened. We tend to fulfill our wildest wants eventhought we maybe KNOW or just don't know yet that those wants will eventually fulfill our needs or just become a plain waste.

So, I decided to before fulfill my wants that I probably don't need most or don't need at all, I'll try to fulfill other needs. Maybe others really need the same amount of my wants to a better purpose. Pay hospital-cost maybe, or pay School's fee. Maybe instead of fulfill your maybe temporary wants, you can make others life become better and better. After that, maybe you can get yourself what you want. If you can get the same amount, You'll eventually get it again. But many of the others probably don't, get it?

Maybe this is my way to actually divide things I need or not. Sometimes the idea to chasing your dream and wants to the last bit is really exciting. And it still is. But maybe it'll be more precious if you just can help others, no? :)


P.S: I'm so sorry for the English, I can't find a way to put it out in a better way. :S