20th at the 20th.

The time shows 10:52pm of 20th October 2012.
Yes, today is my birthday.
And to be sure, I feel so grateful today.
Eventhough it's Saturday. :)

So the day started with simultaneously beep from my phone.
I was feel a little bit tired and decided to ignore it and go back sleep. Darn, this is my birthday, and so what? I can get my solitude now and I don't care about greetings. Was the thing that I thought. I never be the happy-birthday-let's-go-party-girl type, instead I'm--moreover--a loner. Especially when it comes to my big day.

At 10, I finally woke up and yeah, a bunch greetings were already there. At first, I don't get too excited. But, clearly I realized that the greetings from Twitter were from all the people I know well and atleast, close to me. Suddenly I felt happy and replied them with things that if you ask me, would never been occurred when it comes to facebook. It's not just a merely "thankyou! :)". Small portions greetings of my well-known friends but it made my day. The idea that they probably greets me not because the birthday notification from FB make me happy and feel loved.

Two friend of mine even mentioned me when they were on air. :)))
Precious. They say, "Happy birthday to our friend, Ai, who have her 20th birthday today at 20th October! Wait, 20th birthday on 20th October! Cool!"

Crap. It made my day even brighter. :)

Then spent the rest of the day with my SHS friends, do chitchat, and clearly, I forgot what today is.

My idea of a birthday is not make a party, nor held it with cake nor treat everyone because I should but because I WANT. My idea of a birthday is to have a day just for me, alone, and maybe, deep inside, i hope to be forgotten, just a bit. :)

But today is okay, no "Happy birthday" song, no "party", no cake. I love it.

Thank you guys, for the greetings, the love, the chat. Trust me, I never felt this good.
No need to celebrate my day. Cause I don't want it either. Hahah. Just remember me, and your pray and greeting is enough. Because not the celebration that matter but the unity and love that matters. 

Today I'm overwhelmingly happy and grateful. Thankyou. :)

Every one has its own type for a birth-day. Eventho you guys ain't give me a surprise, I still love it. Thankyou, guys. Love you all lots. :*