I can do better!

It is frustrating to see someone is beyond you.
ENVY?
Yes, but not in the wrong or bad way. No.

I always feel envious to anyone who could do and achieve better than me. It always motivate me to be better. You know, If s/he could do it, why I can not do better?

I believe I can, but I just can't put my self into it as much as s/he did. And that's motivate me.
I'm not saying that I always want to be another person, I just believe that what the other people capable of, so does me. Haha.

But wondering that someone actually skilled in a particular thing that i should be very-skilled at is a bit infuriating. I'm glad and happy for them, but at the same time my adrenaline is suddenly pumped up and I'm motivated and determined to achieve more.

Learning is very much like to compete with your own thirst in knowledge. Winning in learning is when you finally realize that being snob in knowledge is actually do you nothing, and it humbles you.