So, apparently multi-tasking is not always good. In which, all the bloody hell I do know human can only do a task at a time. Apparently what I'm doing right now is managing 4 dimes at a time. Now, I'm worn out.
Miscalculations, wrong-doings, stressful rest are the results of doing such things.
Unless you do a really good time-managing. I'll bet you can do them efficiently and successful. In which, I'm still learning at my best.
A good time managing must be hold by a good resource. You can't control 4 tasks--where each tasks require you to be full-mobile--at once unless you have a really good mobility--yeah, I'm talking about owning transportation. Which, I don't own my own transportation, just yet.
The independent to roaming around freely due the capabilities of owning a good transportation is one of the key to the super-uber-freakish-busy-person with the urge to be mobile. Like me. Now what can I do is just asking someone to take me to the place where I wanna go then after that maybe asking for another help to go elsewhere. I'm not that feeling good for carpooling everytime for my own needs. I mean asking them to take me where they are not supposedly or probably not have time to go there, is, for me, very much considered as not independent. And I loathe that very much.
GAH.
Now my mind is swirling so fast due to the my inability to provide enough rest and I have headache from time to time. Impacting the speed when I'm speaking--which so fast and barely no one could understand me-- my self- peptalk which I always do everytime and everywhere but now the frequency is begin to increase into more public hazardous-madness and the inability to absorb jokes, even for the lowest stake. Ah yes, plus, I FORGOT HOW TO SOCIALIZE. If people could get near people so easily. I'm just not that kind of human. To be socialize, I must imaginary get inside my brain, find the socialize button and turn it on. And I will be able to understands and giving the precise results of a social interactions that given to me. Haha. Yeah, sometimes--err, most times I'm just that weird.
By the way, I get this hypothesis for quite some time, that the less you sleep the fastest your brain will working--I mean healthy brain in here, the not contaminated by any kind of body destructive things. That's why Sherlock can excel the brain. Since he not smoking because it's UNHEALTHY! He use nicotine patches instead which will reducing the amount of sleep you need and keep you sober. But of course, reducing sleep will make you weird and over-anxious, over-negative and other over-ism. Once again this is just my thought and my experience when I was sober all night--of course I'm not smoking or using nicotine patches. Hahaha. Okay. Enough mumbling, Ai!
Maybe I need the sleep-all-day day. And a good internet-and-social-freakish-media-free-day since I feel I absorb so much unimportant information from soc-med and began to leave the daily reading I usually so fond of to. Yeah, mr. Mraz?
Where I could get a big Willow tree here and lay down just to enjoy books and tea was again?
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